AHH IM SO SCARED!!

Eloise!! I'm auditioning for "A Christmas Carol" at school!! I just found out the auditions are tomorrow and I'm finally going to go for it! I'm so nervous though... I get so freaked when I have to perform in front of people who I know are judging and evaluating me.... I wish I had you're courage! Do you think I could borrow it for tomorrow? EEeeee!!!! I really, really hope I get a part. It doesn't matter what part, I just want SOMETHING. What if I don't get anything though?? I'll feel so crushed... I don't know. I just need to make myself do it, you know?

It's just... I get so shaky and freaked out and my voice is all funny because I have a cold... Okay, now I think I'm just trying to talk myself out of it. I've got to stop thinking! Or maybe study for my chemistry test tomorrow... Yeah, that sounds like a better idea. Bye!! Wish me luck!